hey monologue

ive made wrong decision. i just wanted to hear your voice for the last time. u told me to stop loving u but u know i cant, if u wish not to talk to me, then i have to respect your choice. i will still love u even though you are gone. thank you for everything beautiful. u made me the happiest person. just by seeing you is something special. sorry for everything i have done wrong, i know i am bad person. keep the music flowing, hope one day i'll see you with the drum sticks i gave, banging the drumkit like you never had. hope one day i'll see the sketchbook, is filled with amazing art pieces so priceless, even the richest person alive cant buy. take care beautiful. stay happy and i will too. (luckily i'm sick nobody will notice me i'm crying)